thank you for showing me the good and the bad, the one that i can cherish and the one that i can learn from it to makes us even wiser. its such a bittersweet one to keep

"Put sadness behind you, let happiness find you, and never look back at the past."

"

If you’re not the one for me
Then how come I can bring you to your knees
If you’re not the one for me
Why do I hate the idea of being free?
And if I’m not the one for you
You’ve gotta stop holding me the way you do
Oh when you found that the one for you
Why have we been through what we have been through

It’s so cold out here in your wilderness
I want you to be my keeper
But not if you are so reckless

If you’re gonna let me down, let me down gently
Don’t pretend that you don’t want me
Our love ain’t water under the bridge
If you’re gonna let me down, let me down gently
Don’t pretend that you don’t want me
Our love ain’t water under the bridge
Say that our love ain’t water under the bridge

What are you waiting for?
You never seem to make it through the door
And who are you hiding from?
It ain’t no life to live like you’re on the run
Have I ever asked for much?
The only thing that I want is your love

Say it ain’t so, say it ain’t so

"

Adele, Water Under The Bridge 

you’re a keeper as a really good friend but not as a lover, but i guess that’s how fate is written. i’m totally fine with it if our friendship is still there or we need to re-bond it back. but im afraid the pain of seeing you with another girl hurt me again. but that’s what i keep praying for now, to keep you as my good friend just like the old days but at the same time im happy seeing you with someone else as well. Because i believe one day i will meet a guy who’s truly meant for me because Allah knew whats best for His servant , but at the same time keeping our friendship alive like how it used to be 

"The only thing more beautiful than the woman that knows what she wants i the woman who isn’t waiting on anybody else to get it for her."